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Decadence

by Matilda Modigh

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1.
Take my heart And make it yours Drain my blood I’m nothing now I’ve lost all my hope You’ll never be mine Could you tell me How it feels to be alive? Cause I’ll drown, I’ll drown in my fear of being forgotten And I’ll dream I’ll dream of you I fall into your arms And escape from what I hid for so long I don't want this to be real I face something now That I’d never thought I would So hold me tight, but I remember That I’ll drown, I’ll drown in my fear of being forgotten And I’ll dream I’ll dream of you
2.
Fairytale 04:55
Fear of falling down, down I fear this feeling deep in my heart Soon I have to leave this town though I run, I can't escape I feel myself wanting more how could I, I ain't worthy of you and how can I even trust myself How can I? Feel like this for someone else and now I know, I'm trapped in fairytale fairytale, fairytale, fairytale When I see with her I know I know, why should I care? I know what I am It only seems fair I feel like I should I know should I know, should I know? Why I feel like this for someone else and now I know I'm trapped in my fairytale my fairy-fairytale and I'm forever falling I've lost my grip Cause I never thought I'd feel like this for someone else and I never thought I'd fall for you and now- now I know, I'm trapped in my fairytale
3.
Change Me 03:47
I am not who I used to be How could I let you change me? Compromising my thoughts of you Tell me how I got here and now I'm falling down, I'm falling How could I let this go on? I lost a part of myself when I saw what kind of man you are underneath that smile what does that make of me? you were always the one to trust the one I'd always turn to sick and twisted I know it's wrong but I can't help but long for your kiss I wish I'd still be in bliss How could I let this go on? I lost a part of myself when I saw what kind of man you are underneath that smile what does that turn me into? I wake up everyday Guilt tears me apart It slowly kills me inside that I can't take it back You are not who you used to be tell me how we got here How could I let this go on? I lost a part of myself when I saw what kind of man you are underneath that smile what did you turn me into?
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Did You 04:28
5.
Interimo 05:36
Burning flesh In your mouth in your nose Sweeter taste Mouth waters stomach turning A smile on your lips They're screaming for help, silently If you can't hear It's not real If its not you who kills It's not real. How can you feel with that heart? How can you feel with that heart? Is that who you want to be? Humming quietly Betrayed by you Feel it, shame in your soul But now you're full Their screams have died out, finally If you can't hear It's not real If its not you who kills It's not real, it's not you. How can you feel with that heart? How can you feel with that heart? Just like a zombie Just like a predator Is that who you want to be? How can you feel with that heart? How can you feel with that heart? Just like a zombie Just like a predator Is that who you want to be? Is it really who you want to be?
6.
Reaching 03:48
Countdown, I feel my heart beating never felt so numb before Cold as ice and the night ahead Sickening darkness around me You're so cold and far away from here I reach to touch you but I'm grasping at nothing but air Wake up, wake up, wake up I tried to save you Knowing it's too late Walking by trying to find ways to tell you, I am here but not quite alive Fear taking over every thought poisoning my ever move I scream can you hear me or am I shouting at nothing but air? Wake up, wake up, wake up I tried to save you Knowing it's too late oh,let me fall apart maybe I'll rise but I can never be whole again Don't let me fall apart I'll never feel again Wake up, wake up I tried to save you Knowing it's too late Wake up I tried to save you oh let me try to save you oh please don't say it's too late
7.
I draw my line somewhere down at the bottom of this pit I draw my line Somewhere, where blood can't touch me I fought this hell I can't escape your wrath again, again For this is my design Watch my work of art Let my body break and tear my mind in two Feel it moving Your thoughts in my head It's coming over me a sense of relief a sense of calm I've been here before oh, I can see all of your secrets Let them spill all over me For this is my design Watch my work of art Let my body break and tear my mind in two
8.
A hint of a flame between us Objects in the night flying past in a state of rest like the unrealness As I wept, the angels spoke while collecting stars with you They were dancing as one in the night My heart crumbling before them, kneeling before their might omens of the red planets Heaven spoke to me while collecting stars with you The violins played as they danced as one way up high no tears this time just you and I

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released October 19, 2013

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Matilda Modigh Sweden

Hey I'm Matilda.

My music is heavily inspired by Evanescence, Regina Spektor, Imogen Heap, Björk, Marina And The Diamonds.

My songs are mostly piano driven, and I write about anything that inspires me. So my feelings, society.. and fictional characters.
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